With that said, it doesn't mean I don't have goals for the new year. It's just that I don't want to look at it it as "I am only doing this because the last two digits whenever I write down the date has changed." More like: "I need to lose weight and get in shape. So that's what I'm going to do."
Last week, great things were happening to the people around me. Very recently, one of those great things took a terrible turn for the worst. I just don't understand. People can be absolute saints and still shitty things will happen to them. And yet complete scum of the Earth live the good life. It's not fucking fair.
And I know it's a tease, but I can't really go into the details. But I feel good about that above paragraph. Just needed to vent it.
So as to not be a downer, let's try to end on some positive vibes:
*I am really liking my job
*I saw my dad this past weekend and I feel like we are getting closer. I really like it and I only wish it would have happened long ago.
*I will show up for work on Christmas Day, then come home and put some clothes in a suitcase, maybe get a few hours of sleep, then by Sunday evening I will be in South Dakota with my family. I can't wait. I need to be there.
